Let's Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster

Okay so reading one of my old LiveJournal posts got me thinking about making my things that i write more meaningful though it wont happen much, but ill try. Today i just want to talk about summer. I have the most fun in the summer. More fun then school, espically when i go away to Rosebud with the family. I enjoy going to the beach every day, having to carry all our stuff 100 metres and dying from the heat, getting sand everywhere, laughing with Reece about things that are weird and watching Reece chat up waitresses and spilling drinks and Me and Emma getting second degree burns from the sun. I love going to carnivals and going on the scariest rides and shouting at the top of our lungs quotes from Mean Girls. It may sound stupid but its so much fun. Though sadly I dont know if we are going this year. I really hope we do. If we dont I know that my sister, Emma, Reece and myself will put up a fight! Fingers Crossed.

Today was boring, it was Melbourne Cup. I wanted to win so badly! But sadly i didnt, i even looked at the winner and thought "nah i wont take this horse cause it only likes the Wet weather. But then it goes up and wins and pays like $46! grrr. Oh well we have next year. So maybe ill have some luck then. I also read more of the Twilight book. Its so good, i saw the trailer for the movie and all i can say is that i cant wait to see it! I have to see it!

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I've never felt so close in my life. Like for once I can see it coming. If it were, say, 6 months ago. I wouldnt have a chance. But now, I think my dreams are finally coming true.

I really like her, she's so cool.
Her music is awesome and her style and hair is so amazing...

okay so we got there at like 1pm and we walked past the MCG and we
saw Jack (guy from our school) working at some donut store it was
funny. we brought hot chocolate and donuts and they didnt even ask
for our money but i was nice enough to pay. Then i realised only a
couple of days ago they gave me my money back.
then we kept walking and then lined up at the front of Rod Laver then after
an hour we got really bored so we went for a walk to IGA Supermarket and georgia
brought jelly beans and stuff then after that we came
back and sat down behind some barriers and waited for hours till they let
us in tho during the time we didnt get that bored, we kept ourselves occupied by
making video diarys on my camera. And we saw Zack walk past and i made sure i got a photo! though i wish i met him!

then some guy there started telling us some rules and no one was
really listening. He was funny he didnt even know the bands he was like "The Academy Is.... Something.... Who ever that is" then the kids started to laugh.
then eventually at 5.30pm we got let in and everyone ran as
fast as they could to Door 10 to get our wrist bands then we all
ran to Door 15, tho we should have went to door 16 coz that one was
closer to the stage.

we waited till 6.30pm to get in and once we did we just sat down
in the mosh pit and waited like 10 mins and then everyone got up
once the barriers got taken away, we were 7 rows from the front
which was pretty cool. then once we all got up every one was pushing
eachother, but then it eventually stopped once the first band came on,
they were pretty cool. then Cobra Starship came on and people went crazy !!
they were awesome! then at the end of their set i caught Nates
Drumstick but because im the best person in the world i gave it to
georgia!

after cobras set my friend karol found me and we watched The academy is!
and they were awesome too! then once they finsihed me, georgia,
karol and karols sister went and got merch and i got an awesome
Panic hoodie and a Cobra Starship tshirt and then Cobra and TAI were
signing near the merch stand and georgia took photos but we went back
because Panic were starting in like 3 mins so we ran
back and i was leaping over everyone and
then they came on and i went psyco!!!
it was so crazy
and i saw Ryan and almost cried coz he is WAY cuter in
person! Then during the show i was waving at him and he waved back!
they were THE BEST! They put on such an awesome show and involved
all the crowd for their songs such as Time to Dance when we did the
do, do, do do do-do-do-do-do LOL. you know what i mean! it was awesome!
i loved it
the best night of my life!

You know, End Of Fashion? well i thought they were pretty awesome, then they went and disappeared and now they are back and im like whoa where have you been? i love their old stuff and im actually looking foward to their new album! haha. oh, and im currently having a Jonas Brothers Obsession! I LOVE JOE JONAS! well not as much as Ryan Ross. he is my Angel! I love him more then anything. That is all.

wish.i.was.there

"Intimacy"
=
"In-to-me-I-see"

Haha The Love Guru is such a funny movie!

Since when does Snoop Dogg sing country music?

Hey all.
I have had Live Journal for almost a year (I think). And I still have no idea what I'm doing. I mean I can't seem to do much since my computer is stuffed and all I got is my phone to use (which I'm using now) and I had just spent the last hour or so being some sort of stalker which is alright because its for Ryan Ross haha. Someone posted stuff about him and his old LJ account, I found his post in the my chemical romance community, man he's adorable. He said that he dances to MCR (me too :D) haha.
This person had links about how he had been stalking this girl 4 years ago. Its Jac, his ex. He would always comment on her posts which is cute and all. And he said how he was going to put her face on their album. Lmao.
So yeah it put a smile on my face just to think that it was him. He is beautiful!
That's it for now.

i dont know why but ive been thinking WAY too much lately. i just wanted to post something coz i feel i need to let things out.

i have been thinking, years change and so do people.
i mean i know ive changed. Into something good? i dont know. i feel im more outgoing then what i used to. but thats it. People change for the good and some, well, not so for the good.
anyways i was browsing through myspace, (as i do) and i look at an Old friends profile and to see (and know) that she has changed alot it kind of freaks me out (only just a little), i mean to know that we used to be bestfriends and now we dont even talk coz we are to loserish for her, i mean i dont get it?
Im not being me or rude or anything but To have hardly no friends except a few that you just follow around isnt really much of a life if you tell me. id rather be who i am and have fun while i can. cause i know life is short, and when its my time to go i would be happy coz ive lived. (hopefully that doesnt happen for a while lol)

I have Also been thinking, as my friends know i liked this guy (only a little) and some people told him to ask me out which was the last thing i wanted. And he did, i said no and felt horrible. its weird coz everytime i go to sleep for the past 2 weeks ive been having a guilty feeling and i just want to forget about him. And cause ive been focusing on other stuff ive stopped liking him.
Its just going to be so akward when i have to go back to school on monday and i HATE akward!

And that goes on to another thing...
i always seem to run away from things that frighten me or make me nervous.
i always do that. i tell myself that running away from things dont make anything better but i dont know if i will ever learn.
Things go wrong and i run and hide but it doesnt really happen at home coz things are alright there, theres not much that scares me at home, maybe thats why im home alot and how i hardly ever go out. (im not one of those people that never go outside, i love the outdoors and going places) but im just trying to make a point, that its being a teenager that scares me, im turing 16 this year, and i think about that and when i do i always think that 16 years of my life have passed and people expect you to change. I love being a kid and when i have all these expectations of being more 'mature' but i love being silly and being a kid, maybe thats why i have a fear of growing old?


Then i think of stuff like how I would love to go back in time to change things, i seem to have many regrets in life, and i wonder how things would change or how i would change them. Just to see how they would have affected me now. coz i know it would.

Anyways my mind just trails off lol i was suppost to be talking about friends and stuff lol so ill go back =P

Theres friends that i have now that i wouldnt trade for the world and i love them so much. they mean everything to me.
- Paul
- Georgia
- Katy
- Randa
- Bec
- Rach
- Chris
- Zoya (yes zoya)
Im trying so hard to think and i would feel horrible if i forgot someone =P

but yeah they are the people who make me who i am. I love these guys so much, i would do anything for them!
i know theres more people that i may have forgotten (i apologize), then theres other people that i didnt put in, coz i feel that they dont treat me as a friend so i dont think they deserve it. Not to be mean or anything.

well i think thats it.
thanks for reading (if you did!)
im going to go now and watch David Letterman =P
Peace and Love xx tash

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heyy everyone!
my name is natasha and im from Melbourne, australia
im 14 years old but in 3 months ill be 15 lol.
i absoultly LOVE my chemical romance and Gerard way!
this is my first entry so it will be boring. lol. 
i love my music .. i think i wood go crazy if i didnt have it.
lol and could someone plz help me find a my chem or gerard way 
layout for my LJ page coz i duno how to get them.
thanks heaps.  
byee xo